I think the real kicker for me was watching my sister run on mom's new 'mill. My sister is a natural athlete. Everything "sports" has come easy to her. I don't ever remember her having to put a lot of effort into anything to be able to be good at it. Yes, she practiced to get her pitching aim better, but the act of throwing came naturally. So does running. She flows smoothly, she has a steady pace and controlled breathing. I look like a retarded water buffalo compared to her.
Perhaps my opinions will change when I get home... but it's been a disappointing week for me.